Now That I'm Still Here

Now That I'm Still Here

BEHIND THE SCENES: CHAPTER 15, “THE FEBRUARY REVERSAL”

A behind-the-scenes tour of the room where everything changed.

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Feb 14, 2026
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Chapter 15, “The February Reversal,” sits in the part of my memoir—Now That I’m Still Here A Memoir of Ruin and Resurrection—where the story stops pretending it can be managed. It is the moment where the story stops bargaining and starts turning. It’s February, and a relationship that has already been strained enters its most destabilizing turn, not wi…

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